It'll be 2 days till new year's eve.
Get ready :)

Well well, I am definitely taking foundation in arts.
I have signed up and paid a fee of 1550rm for it.
College --- is starting in 6 days.
=.=

Australia
is a 3 hour long show.
Bloody hell.
Though I am thankful that I was in the Signature GSC instead of the normal one XD
How did I get tickets?
Well, the story is this :
My cousin's mom got free tickets. 4. to the Signature GSC to watch Australia. So, my cousin, Yin Pin, took 2 and offered me 2. So, I asked around and in the end Benedict offered himself [even if you didn't offer, I would've asked, it's just that you offered before I could ask you whether you wanted to go XD]
-end of story-
Anyway, dang. Am I thankful we sat in that cinema. [and for the comforters and the recliner :3~ dang it's comfy. even more comfortable than my own BED]
The show was long.
And whenever I thought it ended and got ready to stand up, turns out it wasn't over yet!
So, the movie's a tad draggy.
But, there were some funny scenes too XD
Conclusion : Australia would be better on dvd, not exactly worth your 60rm or 12rm at the cinemas.
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p.s : HAHAHAHAHA, Benedict does not know how to use chopsticks. It was funny watching a person who does not know how to use chopsticks trying to use chopsticks. Funny in a cute way, don't worry XD

I think that

I shall let everything flow by it's own

other than wishing and hoping

and then get let down

*splat* on the floor

So,

Que sera, sera.

Whatever comes, comes.

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When I was young,

I was told :

"Aim for the moon, even if you don't reach it, you'll land in between the stars."

or something like that

I kind of believed that

But as I grew older

it seemed,

unreal.

That sentence.

Because what I derived from failures was,

"The higher you aim, the harder you fall."

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Damn I am a pessimistic.

I'm looking at a glass half empty.

Whenever did I turn to this?

This year is coming to an end.
in 4 days.

another reminder on just how close the new year is.

and how close I am to officially being a college student.

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I don't know.

could I be?

am i

....... .. ....

with







you?
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Just for kicks

Although this is a tad late
But
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! [belated]

and, it's decided.
I'm taking foundation in arts.
gah, unless of course, i get swayed again by some counsellors.
-.-
I'm like a coconut tree in the middle of the storm.
Now somebody,
wake me up!!!

even though this picture's drawing is, well, kinda sucky,

I still find it kinda sweet :3~

when a guy kisses a girl by surprise.

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I don't know when,

but I stopped believing in new year's kiss.

That one magical kiss,

which seals a couple's fate.

But now i'm starting to discover that hope again,

little by little,

but,

surely and definitely.

This picture is priceless

:)

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
It could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find








I might just be...
falling for you

WOW, it's half a month till NEXT YEAR -.-
That's such a fun thought

Viva Las Vegas 2008

-Arrival-

+posing, posing+

+red carpeted+

-Dinner-

Take 1

Take 2

.Elle.

.Su.

.Elle. .Su.

.Jia Pei.

.Sin Yoong.

.Sin Yoong. (again, with my camera XD)

.Janice.

-Performances-

*Magic!*

*break-dancing by a group with one extremely cute guy, according to a certain someone XD*

*some singing by 2 girls (whom I didn't get a picture of ><>

*Benedict's solo (p.s. facebook is really useful XD)*

-Toilet break-

.Ai Yan.

.Ai Yan. .Elle.

-Continuation-

.Hui Yi.

.Ian.

.Benedict.

.Zhini.

.Jia Pei.

.Jia Pei take 2.

.Jia Pei. .Sin Yoong.

.Sin Yoong. .Jia Pei. .Sum Hooi.

.Sin Yoong. .Jia Pei.

-Aftermath-

*after taking out 40 pins in my hair, it still looks presentable :D*

*scene from the room*

*the tv's so big!!! and yes, i was watching kim possible XD*

*they have I-phone!!! or so i thought. turned out it was Su's. I was wondering why were they so nice to actually have an I-phone in each of the rooms -.-*

*corridor*

Well, I didn't take many pictures as the battery just HAD to run out of battery during prom. So, I'm waiting for the photographers' pictures :3~

Woohoo.
I slept at 7am in the morning and woke up an hour ago....which was 7pm!
Syok man!
I'm turning nocturnal!
Whoop-dee-doo!

Right then, now i think i'm gonna have a gastric -.-

Oosh, came back from Pangkor.
Dang, now that i'm back home, it seemed like the trip was dang short.
But it was unexpectedly fun and i guess you could label it as memorable.
This shall be a class that I shall remember for the years to come.



p.s. AGAIN, i shall only post the pictures when i get ALL of them. bloody hell, since when did i turn into such a perfectionist??

p.s. i'lll upload pictures when i actually GET them all, and well, after I come back from my class trip to pangkor :)

Prom was yesterday.
It came and went.
Wished it could've been longer.
Now the reality of growing up is starting to sink in,
it feels
surreal.
We're all,




grown-up.

Today:

-i went for my undang thingy(i have to get 42/50 to pass, wow, pretty high benchmark they're setting -.-)

-i spent 300 in one day

ahahahahahaha.

Seriously

Well, it's not THAT bad, cause well, muahahhaha, it wasn't my money -mweehee-

But then again, when I think of that amount, I keep seeing images of all the manga and anime that i could've bought. But they're going~ going~going~ gone T_T

Punch me.

I bought well, lemme see, tank tops, slippers, shorts, a skirt, foundation(or is it powder -.-), nail polish, the hm, what you call it, to clip up your eyelashes so they look more 'qiao', *snort*, and hm, aha, accessories for prom, and last but not least, undies :D [p.s, this is my blog, so i shall say whatever i want to, don't get disgusted *angelic smile*] But, well, it feels kinda good. This is the FIRST time i've actually bought EVERYTHING for myself -.- normally i'd be buying for other people or well, not me. The only thing I actually buy for myself are normally anime or manga or accessories or the occasional clothing. But wow, this time I really splurged on myself. Now I know how you shopaholics feel :D this is goooo~d XD

Right, then again, if my mom were to find out.....

eeeep!!!

*shrieeeeeeeekkk!!!*

-censored for extreme violence-

Muahahha.
Dang.
I'm going for American Degree Program after all -.-

NOOOOHOOOHOOOHOOO!!!!




JAPANNNNNNNNNN~~~~~~~~~~

Right.
Now I think I might take American Degree Program (ADP) instead.
But that would mean no JAPAN!!!
*doom*
*gloom*
*.......*
Dang, this is depressing.
I thought I had it all sorted out.
Going for a-levels.
Then I met the lecturers.
Whom all said that it was extremely hard to get into NUS.
It would probably be easier if I were to go to Singapore for a-levels then take a-levels here, they said.
-.-
This
is
not
good.
Now I have to think again.
Why am I so easily swayyyyyed?
like a freakin branch.
I think i'll just break
har har har.
*snap*
'oh no! I've broken!'
Right.
Rambling to myself again.
But....if I were to go for ADP, I will most likely never be able to study in Japan.
Well, 99% sure.
Unless I were to get lucky and land an internship with a Japanese based company in Japan.
Whee!!!
But that is again,
ONLY.
GEAARRRRGHHHHHH!!!!
This is bloody hell making me having a headache.
This is worst than sitting for SPM.
wtf.
blearghhh.
now what.
ADP
or
a-levels.
Option 1
a-levels : MIGHT, i repeat, MIGHT provide me a chance to go to Japan, but as everyone knows, a-levels isn't exactly a breeze, and for someone like me, I will most probably have to crack me head and every single bone in my body to actually pull through. AND THEN, there's the problem on whether I'll be able to GET into NUS. If I manage to get into NUS, then all my problems shall go away. I shall have completed what I've aimed for. I can apply for an exchange program there to Japan. Yippee, problem solved. Muahahahhaa.
Option 2
ADP: means no need to worry about the a-levels stuff and all. It won't exactly be a breeze, but still, tons better than A-levels. Either going to do psychology (the human mind is the most interesting piece of specimen :D) or mass communication (which I shall do either advertising, publib relations or journalism) OR business...well, something to do with business. However, if i were to do this, this means Japan shall be *poof*. No more. unless, by some miracle, i get an internship and get a job in Japan. Yipee!!! but the possibility of that happening is well, pretty pretty nada.

Or, actually, I do have another option, MAJOR in english. Which I have no idea what kind of job i can get with that, but well, teaching? THEN mabye i can teach english in Japan. :D Wonderful. Perfect!
But, to think rationally, the MOST RATIONAL choice for me would be the ADP program. Obviously. As i still have my doubts on taking up a-levels. I'm not exactly the perfect example of studious, so well, I can't just picture myself taking a-levels. However, law and english literature does sound intriguing.
On the other hand, I guess I could take up both of them, mass com and psychology in my first year. -.- try my hand, dip it into this pot, then the other.

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THINK THINK THINK!!!
I ONLY HAVE 2 MORE FREAKIN WEEKS TILL THE TERM STARTS!!!!
^&^$&#@&!(#&

Wow, seriously.
My biological clock has been messed up.
Completely.


Why else would I be up at 4am in the morning bathing and typing out this entry?

Nyaaarrrghhhhh!!!
College. Is. Frustrating. And. Not. At. All. FUN!!!!
*guh*
Right. I've made up my mind.
I
am
taking
a-levels.
Right
and
i
won't
panic
.
not
panicking.
not panicking.
not panicking not pacnicking
notpanickingnotpanicking
notpanickingnotpanickingnot panickingNOTpanicKING

I am absolutely and completely calm
I shall sit for a-levels.
Get into NUS
go to Japan.

That is the plan.
to work my ass off for Japan.



Now excuse me while i go bury my head in the toilet bowl.

Bloody hell.
I cannot believe I'm even considering the course.
This is freakin *WTFFFFF* ?!!??!
never in a million years did i ever gave thought to it
and now I am
all for
---
Japan

It's been for then 4 years for Gypsy and not even half a year for Kuro.

But I still can't get enough of them :3~

-Kuro attempting to get Gypsy to prance around with him-

-Gypsy has her tail to bite-

-then Kuro takes a piss, sees me in the window and goes *deep breath*-

-Gypsy, well, she'd rather just laze all day long-

This is Kuro, not that you can forget -.-

he just loves biting stuffs.

-The gate-

-His leash (which is metal, so HAHA)

-aaand his milk box-

and this is wet ol' Gypsy (: (after a bath)

Although they don't really fancy each other,

they still share the same interest of playing with milk boxes,

and now they don't mind sitting next to each other! (well, at least Gypsy's okay with it now)

they even put their heads on each other! (Awwww, aren't they so sweet?)

(well, not so. Kuro's actually trying to pry open Gypsy's paws cause she has a bone between her paws and he's trying to get it from her -.- ah well, old habits die hard)

But I guess you could say these 2 bring me joy :D